Adequacy of Addiction: Preface/??
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Rating: This part, G. Overall, NC-17.
Pairing: BellDom
Summary: Explores the darker side of a relationship; What it means to be truly addicted to someone.
Feedback: I'm a comment whore. Every time I read one, my heart goes *tingle*
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse, Matt or Dom. If I did, unspeakable acts would be committed.
Warning: Absolutely nothing
Note: Don't really know what to say about this one. Blamelalalive23 and the fact we talked about plots for a lifetime yesterday. Which made my plot penguin kick into gear and I was like *boom* plot. So here's like. A tiny introduction, lol.
P.S. *cowers* So...I've been working on Infinity. I SWEAR it. I have. The issue is, I've hit a minor road block with this particular chapter. I'm just...stuck. And it's a right pain in the arse. I'll try to climb that wall but...yeah. Don't worry, I'm not going to sack it. I have too many plans. Also have been working on C&C and will have that up within the week, if the education system allows me to have enough spare time. AND you'll be seeing a new fic pop up by the end of the month. Until then, enjoy this tiny preview.
Had I known what would become of me when I met him two years ago, when I took one look into those frightening and inconceivable eyes, I would have run. Run away from anything I knew as safe and wouldn't look back.
But I didn't.
I knew he wasn't good for me. I knew, because I was told, that I would get drawn in. I would get drawn into this black hole of an existence and I would never be the same.
And I ignored them.
I've always ignored what's right. But he was the greatest addiction that I was powerless to resist, and I stayed. I stayed and let him destroy me. I won't deny that I didn't return the favor.
Because that's what addictions do, right? They pull you in and ruin you but you accept it. You find it advantageous to continue this borderline parasitic mutual symbiosis, stripping yourself and your drug bare.
The issue is, what happens when you've gone too far?
Addiction: noun- the state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming, to such an extent that its cessation causes severe trauma.
Destruction: noun- the termination of something by causing so much damage to it that it cannot be repaired or no longer exists; an event (or the result of an event) that completely destroys something.
sunshine_173 Rating: This part, G. Overall, NC-17.
Pairing: BellDom
Summary: Explores the darker side of a relationship; What it means to be truly addicted to someone.
Feedback: I'm a comment whore. Every time I read one, my heart goes *tingle*
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse, Matt or Dom. If I did, unspeakable acts would be committed.
Warning: Absolutely nothing
Note: Don't really know what to say about this one. Blame
lalalive23 and the fact we talked about plots for a lifetime yesterday. Which made my plot penguin kick into gear and I was like *boom* plot. So here's like. A tiny introduction, lol. P.S. *cowers* So...I've been working on Infinity. I SWEAR it. I have. The issue is, I've hit a minor road block with this particular chapter. I'm just...stuck. And it's a right pain in the arse. I'll try to climb that wall but...yeah. Don't worry, I'm not going to sack it. I have too many plans. Also have been working on C&C and will have that up within the week, if the education system allows me to have enough spare time. AND you'll be seeing a new fic pop up by the end of the month. Until then, enjoy this tiny preview.
Had I known what would become of me when I met him two years ago, when I took one look into those frightening and inconceivable eyes, I would have run. Run away from anything I knew as safe and wouldn't look back.
But I didn't.
I knew he wasn't good for me. I knew, because I was told, that I would get drawn in. I would get drawn into this black hole of an existence and I would never be the same.
And I ignored them.
I've always ignored what's right. But he was the greatest addiction that I was powerless to resist, and I stayed. I stayed and let him destroy me. I won't deny that I didn't return the favor.
Because that's what addictions do, right? They pull you in and ruin you but you accept it. You find it advantageous to continue this borderline parasitic mutual symbiosis, stripping yourself and your drug bare.
The issue is, what happens when you've gone too far?
Addiction: noun- the state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming, to such an extent that its cessation causes severe trauma.
Destruction: noun- the termination of something by causing so much damage to it that it cannot be repaired or no longer exists; an event (or the result of an event) that completely destroys something.
